Month: November 2025

just a typical Tuesday for me

A typical day of Tuesday 

My typical day of Tuesday usually starts with me suddenly waking up due to bad nightmares, anxiety, room temperature or my alarm clock, which is around 8:30 – 10:30. After I woke up, I stare at my plushies contemplating my life choices of why did I buy them and then realize that I just like plushies, after that i did my morning routine of brushing my kinda filthy teeth after spending the entire slumber time exposed to air, morning shower if i forgot to shower before bedtime, and finally wash my face with some kind of Japanese face washing cream.

At 10:45-11:30, I typically have breakfast during that period because I can save some money by not buying lunch because I had already filled up my stomach from having that breakfast that may be considered to be categorized as brunch by the masses. The places I usually who for breakfast are local Cha Chaan Teng since they offer great value breakfast up until 11:30.

At 12:00-16:30, I started to work on either my art commissions as a freelance digital artist or helping my mother on her company’s website, printing posters or sticking posters in local major pharmacy franchises as her company is lacking in employees, in addition to gaining some work experience. Sometimes when I was illustrating I questioned myself, why do I even continue to illustrate, perhaps the client who commissioned me is just an act of being petty with me. I know it’s just a super far fetched speculation , but sometimes I wonder if it’s true and it’s not me being super ultra paranoid. This may explain one of the reasons why I am always trying to improve my skills, just to match people’s expectations of me.

At 16:45-17:30, I waited for transportation such as Metro and buses, to commute to my weekly English skills free talk class for 1.5 hours. Between 17:30-19:00, I have my English teacher and my classmate. I like hanging out with them. They are pretty cool people. However, I also question why am I still participating in this class. Is it just that I wanted to hang out with them or is it just that I don’t want my sword to rust due to long periods of time not using them? I sometimes think that my English skills are just flatlining and unable to increase. The answers to this I am still not very sure about.

At 19:15-20:00, I had my dinner meal. I used to eat much later, around 21:00-22:00, but restaurants in Hong Kong started to close earlier after the Covid years. If I can eat much later, I won’t be hungry during the midnight hours. After dinner, I started to stream on my Twitch and Youtube channel. Although there were not many viewers participating, the viewers who participated in the stream often gave me joy.

At 3:30, after I finished streaming, I did my bedtime routine, and was ready for bed. As I hit the hay, I stared at the endless void thinking about my somewhat meaningless life until my eyelids became too heavy. 

Well thanks for reading this somewhat depressing day of my life.